As I sit here and watch Miss A sleep, I wonder what she is thinking...
This time next month our lives will be the same or very very different. We hope that the decision is made with her future in mind.
Many people believe she is meant to be with us but unfortunately we can't make that decision. We have to give enough evidence & prove to them that we will try & give her the best life we can.
There is no doubt in our minds that if it came to the decision that she was to stay with us until she is an adult then we will be stoked! She isn't going anywhere. (hopefully)
Our household just seems to run well with her here! It feels normal. It is a happy place & that's how we would love it to stay.
Last night she said she she loves living with us but asked when she will live with her parents again! This made me tear up as I don't have an answer... I sat and looked her and said "sweet heart I'm not to sure". I don't know if this was the correct answer but she didn't question it.
She plays in her room bossing her dolls around "You need to sit on your bottom" "Are you listening to me?". I pop my head around the corner and she looks up at me with the biggest smile.
She makes my heart warm, she makes me happy, she makes me feel me. I feel as though this is what I am meant to be doing & I hope I can continue doing what I am doing with her in my life.
Little Miss we want you to know we will do anything for you. That we put you first. We want to watch you grow into a beautiful young girl. We hope that we can give you what you need.
M.
Xoxo
